Dispelling Fear

Im tired of playing the wounded healer or the awkward, isolated starseed role. It’s a part of me and it’s not all of me. Focusing on that part of my identity leads me to not experiencing my complete self.

Funny moment: yesterday, I recorded a podcast of me talking about CE5, Sirius Disclosure, stories and Ayahuasca. I thought it was great and then I decided not to post it because I don’t want to be associated with Ayahuasca. Typing that feels like a real denial or rejection of my self and my truth. Which is ironic, sad and funny. Basically, I don’t want to be like Tim Leary or Terrence McKenna, even though I think they are great ! I am first and foremost a singer. 

So, then I opened up my CD cover art for In & Out  and… well, the cat’s out of the bag with the Thelema and Ayahuasca bit… I put it right there in the album booklet. It’s time to sell the River-front property on De Nile. 

I think people should self-initiate if they feel like it. You know what your path is and the progress of this civilization relies on you connecting to your truth and living it. Im am not here to tell anyone what to do. 

I have fun, abnormal stories to share and this is my path. 

I think that in order to progress, we need to collectively re-normalize the “para”normal. Even I feel stuck in a cognitive dissonance imposed by the legal context of plant medicines. The movements towards spreading zero point energy and awareness of interstellar civilizations are fringe enough and it’s not necessarily good to associate yet another fringe activity like Ayahuasca-drinking with them. But… plant medicines can provide healing and an experience of the holo-fractal nature of reality. 

I don’t advocate the use of plant medicines but I do empower your ability to make choices for yourself. Should one choose to imbibe in plant medicines, they should know that a more broad spiritual or personal development practise is highly recommended. The point of plant medicines is to broaden the consciousness and be functional. I strive to normalize my peak experiences. They are treasure troves of being. 

I feel that society sometimes de-values art as frivolous but art actually communicates the essence of a culture. It’s a higher form of communication and expression and it is important. I would like to inspire people to explore the fantastic because this helps us to expand our consciousness. Art is important for without it, we are just animals. 

I have about 2 years worth of voice memos that can become blogs and podcasts. They range in topic from ancient civilizations, origins of humanity, bio-hacking, epigenetic, nature of reality and wellness. Right now, I think the appropriate platform with which to share them could be Patreon.